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I'm still alive and "back home"...

So folks i know it's long long ago since i wrote an english entry here. I was busy in ireland, to busy...and had so much trouble. The most with my Host Family...I was unhappy there...then i moved after my london weekend in the middle of October in a Hostel in Dublin City Center.I stayed there until 24th October, tht was 9 days in a Hostel. it was so expensive. Then i moved to Balbriggan to a Friend and stayed there until the 5th November. It was a crazy time and sometings i regret, i really do. I learn much there and tht change my life a bit. No then i flew home at the 5th November...but is this my Home??? it doesn't feel so...it's so strange to be here in Switzerland to be in my village in my real family. i feel me like a stranger and miss my freedom...if i can i will pack my suitcase again and go away from here again...at the moment i feel me really like a heart without a home, a real home. I need my one space, my freedom my friends...
Then i can't believe how mad some ppl are...then don't see tht by themself...and if u told tht ppl  how mad somethings are, then they will be angry...and sometimes they don't understand if u r in a bad mood or unhappy, but u can't be happy everyday and everytime...i'm sick of it to be the happy girl and say to all things yes or ok...i'm sad and ill at the moment, and i'm in worry about sumthing...not many ppl saw tht wht i saw...maybe it's good so nd maybe not we will see...it opened my eyes for sure...never forget this eyes...thnx for show me tht...

thts all for now....

15.11.07 00:08
 


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